Monday, June 19, 2006

There are a number of things missing from my life - motivation, energy, self control. I don't know who I am anymore. All the things that I have used to measure my 'self' are in disarray and don't mean anything...My likes have turned into dislikes and I see myself reflected in the tantrum tempers of the Big Brother wankers for fucks sake!


I feel
overstressed, out of control, nervous, overwhelmed, uneasy, tense, confused, unwanted, unappreciated, powerless, victimised, frightened, infuriated, spiteful, listless, unoccupied, restless...

How on earth can I get out of this hole?

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