A report from the delayed news desk...

I'm getting married on 1st May 2009. That's only 275 days away.

'Citing, innit?


*I must not behave like a bridezilla*
*I must not behave like a bridezilla*
*I must not behave like a bridezilla*
*I must not behave like a bridezilla*

and breathe...

Too hard to write about the real world at the moment...

Today this here made me very happy. I adore Giles Coren. He makes me smile and sigh whenever I see him on the telly. I'll even happily watch the reruns of those awful Top 50's he did.

Jan Maloney
17/08/52 - 07/07/08

I have no words to even begin to describe the feelings that I'm having at the moment.

Waiting...

I wash your swollen feet with Glastonbury chalice water, I watch your heartbeat shaking your body, I bite my lip to keep myself connected to the earth, I clean your house as if you're coming home although I know you won't, I try and eat well, I try and remember to breathe. Your son and I, your daughter watch friends pass through whispering their goodbyes, we sit and wait, we sit and wait.