Monday, October 27, 2008

This is just one of the guys I work with:

Thursday, October 02, 2008

A small glimmer of hope...the Hospiscare walk that I took part in raised £50,000. Thank you all for your support.
I'm short of inspiration. I'm running on empty. I cannot create. I'm tired. I cannot think in a straight line. I'm worried about the future. I'm Esther crawling between the mattress and the padded bedstead.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Silly New Toy


Thursday, September 25, 2008

Lost in Austen

I've rather enjoyed this bit of t.v. fluff. I've never had a Darcy 'thing' before but I do now.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Week 3

I'm about to start week 3. It's been ok. I'm amazed by how much food I must have eaten before. Lost 15lbs in 2 weeks. 10 weeks to go...

Friday, September 19, 2008

One of those getting to know you things

Please copy mine below, erase my answers putting yours in their place then post it in your blog if you get a chance...

1. First name:
Boudicca (it really is before you ask, my parents gave me that name).

2. Age:

31, I used to be worried about hitting my 30s but it's been ok.

3. Location:

Exeter, UK. I've only been here for 10 months but it feels like home. We'll be here for a while.

4. Hometown
:
Well, I was born in London. Spent my childhood in Hebden Bridge. My teenage years in Newcastle upon Tyne. Then back to London for 10 years. They are all my hometowns.

5. Occupation:

An agent for outdoor and variety artists and a freelance arts project manager. I care deeply about the arts and I'm lucky (or driven!) enough to have worked in this sector for all my working life. Someone reminded me a while ago that when I was 14 I said to them "all I want to do is own my own venue". Still my dream.

6. Partner:

Joe, we've been together for 5 years and are getting married next year.

7. Kids:

No, not yet. There's a few complications that need to be sorted first unfortunately.

8. Brothers/Sisters
:
One brother, Dash, two years younger. Love him to bits. I'm a very bossy big sister but he puts up with it.

9. Pets
:
None, but I have a picture of a jack russell on my desk which keeps me happy.

10. List the 3-5 biggest things going on in your life:

1. I've bought my first house so I'm nesting.
2. Developing exciting things at work.
3. Planning the perfect festival in my head.
4. Adjusting to my new status as an orphan...which leads me onto...

11. Parents
:
Lee died in Dec 05 and Jan died in July 08. There are no words for the emptiness they've left behind. I'm very lucky to have been bought into the world by them and I'm only sorry they had to fly with the birds so early.

12. Who are some of your closest friends?:
I have lots of friends but very few people know me really and truly and they know who they are!

13. Do you drink/smoke?:
I used to do both and to excess. Smoking I stopped years ago by still cracked under stress. Drinking...gah, I've been drinking heavily since my teens and binge like no-one else I know. I'm trying to get it under control though and recently have only drunk 5 pints of ale (in one naughty night) and 1/2 bottle of wine since 9th August. I do miss it but I'm not allowed until I can learn just to have a merry couple rather than a shouty allnighter!

14. Tattoos/Piercings
:
Piercings:
4 time in left ear
2 and 1 top in right ear
Left nose

Tattoos:
One rose on top of left arm - MSP debut album cover with the song title 'Stay Beautiful' instead of Generation Terrorist. It was a present from Jenni and Dan for my 17th birthday. I was "all broken up at 17" just like the song said.

Just below I have a dolphin which I got for my 18th birthday. He looks a bit like a weird bird but I love him.

Right arm I have a flaming sun. I got this in New York and was a gift to myself for finishing my degree. My friend Darian was with me getting his stars done at the same time.

I have plans for memorial ones for Lee and Jan to go onto my feet. Just got to find me a tattooist in Exeter.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Weird Diet Day by Day

Day Three
Horrible headache in the morning
Very thirsty indeed

Day Four
Difficult day
Bored and wanting real food

Day Five
Ate a 3 chips and a small amount of batter...stolen from boyf plate

Day Six
Toffee milkshake for lunch when boyf is eating pasty - really bored.
Outing to the theatre - I have a pint of soda water and gaze at people's wine glasses.

Day Seven
Change from fast track (550 cals a day) to regular (88o cals a day) where I can eat a meal a day on top of the 4 packs. The meal is made up from a very limited list of allowed foods. I have watercress, spinach, radishes, celery and 3oz of cottage cheese. It's the most divine meal I have ever had...

Day Eight
Woke up super thirsty.
Wild berry milkshake for breakfast - actually quite yummy!
Thai soup for lunch - yummy again.
Horrified to discover in the online forum that the odd mint that I've been having may have had a great effect on my weight loss...mints???
My stomach is getting used to being hungry...not feeling so sick and grumbly anymore.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

CERN Big Bang

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Weird Diet Day Two

Last night I made one of my packs in a chocolate muffin. Well more like a microwaved spolge but it was good to have something solid.

I drank a creamy latte pack this morning which was actually really yummy but now it's 11am and I can't wait for lunchtime! My stomach is growling.

Monday, September 08, 2008

Weird Diet Day One

I attempted hot water in the morning but could only manage a few sips.

8am - breakfast was a weird berry milkshake and real coffee with a splash of milk.

I've been drinking decaff instant black coffee so far which is lovely, I used to drink it like this and I love the bitter taste in my mouth.

First craving for real food around 10am this morning but using my stopwatch helped (a craving only lasts between 8-12 mins; once you're over that it goes away...apparently).

The Times, Caitlin Moran

"Along with Doctor Who and Cardigan Bay and flapjacks, this makes me proud to be British. We're utterly wet and a weed. Hurrah! I like the fact that - without ever talking about it - we all decided we didn't, actually, want to survive the Apocalypse. Because, yes, we'd be alive - but in a post-apocalyptic wasteland, full of buff, shouting American survivalists. The British are only into living so long as it's civilised and pleasant. As soon as we have to poo in a hole and lose reception of BBC4, we're quite happy to become extinct. We are not into all this forceful, effortful, yippy, yappy, living-and-winning-at-any-cost stuff. We don't want ripped, renegade leaders, like Gerard Butler in 300, shouting, “Tonight, we dine in Hell!” We want someone who is, ultimately, very good at accounts, shouting, “Tonight, we dine in the dining room!”

And indeed, wanting a slightly anaemic-looking accountant as leader seems to be the watermark of all peaceful, civilised countries...'"

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Wow!

Liverpool's Elephant:


Go here for more information. Flickr will be the best bet for audiences photos.

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

"I was always surprised I made it to 30, I was on a collision course. But once you've made it beyond a certain point, you are faced with two choices: carry on and end up killing yourself, or change your life radically. I chose the latter. Wilderness is born out of being in love, and being in love with life. Of course, people don't want their rock stars to be clean-cut and happy; they want them to be unhinged, decadent and desperate. But I believe there is another side of life - a positive side - that I can write about with just as much passion and intensity."
Brett Anderson

Friday, August 29, 2008

From The Renaissance Monkey

This is slightly off because I decided I didn't want to eat meat at the age of 6. The last few months I've been "experimenting" eating meat but nothing has had the wow factor yet.

Here's the cut and pasted blurb and then my answers:

1) Copy this list into your blog or journal, including these instructions.
2) Bold all the items you've eaten.
3) Cross out any items that you would never consider eating.
4) Optional extra: Post a comment here at www.verygoodtaste.co.uk linking to your results.

The VGT Omnivore's Hundred:

1. Venison
2. Nettle tea
3. Huevos rancheros
4. Steak tartare
5. Crocodile
6. Black pudding
7. Cheese fondue
8. Carp
9. Borscht
10. Baba ghanoush
11. Calamari
12. Pho
13. PB&J sandwich
14. Aloo gobi
15. Hot dog from a street cart
16. Epoisses
17. Black truffle
18. Fruit wine made from something other than grapes
19. Steamed pork buns
20. Pistachio ice cream
21. Heirloom tomatoes
22. Fresh wild berries
23. Foie gras
24. Rice and beans
25. Brawn, or head cheese
26. Raw Scotch Bonnet pepper
27. Dulce de leche
28. Oysters
29. Baklava
30. Bagna cauda
31. Wasabi peas
32. Clam chowder in a sourdough bowl
33. Salted lassi
34. Sauerkraut
35. Root beer float
36. Cognac with a fat cigar
37. Clotted cream tea
38. Vodka jelly/Jell-O
39. Gumbo
40. Oxtail
41. Curried goat
42. Whole insects
43. Phaal
44. Goat's milk
45. Malt whisky from a bottle worth £60/$120 or more
46. Fugu
47. Chicken tikka masala
48. Eel
49. Krispy Kreme original glazed doughnut
50. Sea urchin
51. Prickly pear
52. Umeboshi
53. Abalone
54. Paneer
55. McDonald's Big Mac Meal
56. Spaetzle
57. Dirty gin martini
58. Beer above 8% ABV
59. Poutine
60. Carob chips
61. S'mores
62. Sweetbreads
63. Kaolin
64. Currywurst
65. Durian
66. Frogs' legs
67. Beignets, churros, elephant ears or funnel cake
68. Haggis
69. Fried plantain
70. Chitterlings, or andouillette
71. Gazpacho
72. Caviar and blini
73. Louche absinthe
74. Gjetost, or brunost
75. Roadkill
76. Baijiu
77. Hostess Fruit Pie
78. Snail
79. Lapsang souchong
80. Bellini
81. Tom yum
82. Eggs Benedict
83. Pocky
84. Tasting menu at a three-Michelin-star restaurant.
85. Kobe beef
86. Hare
87. Goulash
88. Flowers
89. Horse
90. Criollo chocolate
91. Spam
92. Soft shell crab
93. Rose harissa
94. Catfish
95. Mole poblano
96. Bagel and lox
97. Lobster Thermidor
98. Polenta
99. Jamaican Blue Mountain coffee
100. Snake
Boo's Booze

I doing OK on the booze front - only 1 pint so far. Yesterday, on a night out where I'd usually have consumed around 5 or 6.

Tonight is a test though as a big night out for Alice who's moving to Manchester.

Generally, as not on tour or doing festivals I have consumed a mere portion of what I'd usually do in an average summer.

Life plods on. I had a dream last night that Jan wasn't dead and it was all a big mistake. She appeared from the sea on a blue sailing boat while I was walking along a beach. Her and a friend had just been lost. I awoke to emptiness, a list of mundane tasks and a constant nagging panic just a or two breath away.

Monday, August 11, 2008

Giving up

After yet another Saturday night with massive memory lapses and arguments followed by a queasy, head fuzzy Sunday; I've decided to give up alcohol for a month.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

A report from the delayed news desk...

I'm getting married on 1st May 2009. That's only 275 days away.

'Citing, innit?


*I must not behave like a bridezilla*
*I must not behave like a bridezilla*
*I must not behave like a bridezilla*
*I must not behave like a bridezilla*

and breathe...

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Too hard to write about the real world at the moment...

Today this here made me very happy. I adore Giles Coren. He makes me smile and sigh whenever I see him on the telly. I'll even happily watch the reruns of those awful Top 50's he did.

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Jan Maloney
17/08/52 - 07/07/08

I have no words to even begin to describe the feelings that I'm having at the moment.